it starts now

i decided, well, i think i might start deleting myself off the internet. and by that i mean my blogs and notes on facebook or whatever. i thought that maybe introverted thoughts are meant to be kept inside your head. i dont want to define myself through any other means than by you sitting in front of me and seeing for yourself.

im NOT, however, planning to get rid of everything. i wanna keep up anything that has to do with music or art, any way that im able to express myself through music or any other passion.

every once in a while, i take a looooong time to write something thats really thoughtful, or meaningful to me. topics i think pretty hard about. but things that make me sound the way im not. i duno just reading words, you interpret it however you want. id rather talk to you about it in person, so you can see what im feeling rather than hear what im saying.

i go through my old posts every once in a while. i like to see how ive changed. i find that in my times of greatest emotion: when im heartbroken, completely lost, sad, or happy, really really happy, these are the times when i write the best.

so i want to go back through all my old stuff, one last time, and just keep track of the things that i wrote that i really liked, and use them for lyrics.

ive been planning to do this for a while, and i think its time. i dunno why its time, but who the hell cares. and if you care, who the fuck are you.

hmmmm, something is rushing me. anyway,

lets get started.