no words
the way i cried today, alone while not alone, was the saddest ive felt in a very, very long time. im not bitter or upset that you werent there because im the one that didnt do anything about it. and im not upset because i learned that its okay to trust someone, and to think that they wont be upset with you for seeking their help.
still, the loneliness i felt today, it was haunting
